Is being awkward really that bad?

Yes I have the undying ability to make any situation awkwardly uncomfortable, but most of the time it provides me with a lot of laughs. Like this one time when I was standing at the back doors of a bus casually waiting for my stop to come when a beautiful guy (yes I will use a feminine word to describe a male) stood beside me and started giving me the eye...of course being the awkward punk I am I started shifting around helplessly darting my eyes around the bus trying to look for a place to rest my eyes. Then I saw my victim....my sister who was casually minding her business was sucked into a world full of body language and tension. I turned my head to look at her and signal that this fella was checking me out, she then began to hold back a flood of laughter and muffle the words "Stop your making this awkward" ...awkward? Of course I am, does she not know that I am the queen of awkward? I turned back around to see the poor guy turn as bright as a tomatoe, and that's when I knew ...I f***ed up lol. Luckily he got off the bus, but as the bus started to move, a quiet voice in my head said "forrrrever allloonee" maybe, but that was damn entertaining.